i have

the wedding itch like no other and seeing this beautiful dress just made it that much worse. oh how i cant wait to have a simple yet elegent wedding and start my life with someone amazing. biggest dilema being that, im still that amazing "someone" yet i have my entire wedding planned. i think i have done this completely backwards? oh well, what can i say...im a typical girl dreaming of her fairytale wedding. it'll come....for now i'll just continue to plaster my bulletin board with cutouts from wedding mags.

have a fabulous weekend everyone

xoxo

this weekend...

is bound to me amazing....not only will i be 21, i will be spending it with the most amazing person this earth who i get the honor of calling my bestfriend & one and only seester. this biotch is the best & i could NOT live without her. cant wait to see you lover : )

here to an amazing birthday weekend

xoxo

L is for the way you look at me

What is it....what does it look like...what does it feel like? i over analyze everything and i find myself really wondering about this one. i have been a firm believer for years now that love isn't really out there, but that its more of lust that's really out there. i don't believe this from being hurt, or having my heart broken. i haven't really had my heart broken yet, and im 21 days from 21. maybe im emotion-less? my mind is a ticking on this subject thanks to a late night talk w/ a friend, who so firmly believes its out there yet can't explain why. i sorta feel like carrie from sex in the city right now blogging about men, relationships, and the most sought after yet priceless item a women will ever seek out....love. hmmmm.

have a beautiful sunday